Even now, as I commence my task,
his full-toned voice swells in my ears;
his lustrous eyes dwell on me
with all their melancholy sweetness;
I see his thin hand raised in animation,
while the lineaments of his face
are irradiated by the soul within.
I feel you. I average around 500 calories a day. This is why I have as many health problems as I do and why I heal so poorly. But it’s not so much disordered eating as some fun medical thing I’ve never gotten checked out.
Ugh, that sucks D:
I’ve never been able to eat much at once, and that combined really badly with depression once that started happening. At one point my primary care provider actually gave me some diet suggestions to try and stay over 1200 calories a day, which is/was more like maintenance level for me, but… yeah nah, that rarely actually happens.
I also constantly just forget to eat and then go “why do I feel weird” before it dawns on me.